Suicidal Thoughts

Welcome back my suicidal thoughts

Its been a long time, no see?

 

I knew you were observing me

When i was happy, when i was at peace

 

I know you missed me, I know you want me back

The way I was psycho, miserable & wack

 

Now even the rainbow seems black & white

Just like old times, returns the blurry sight

 

Pain is the home & love is the vacation

I’m back to my old self, dark, depression

 

The deep water & blade seems so friendly

I feel so empty and sugar deadly

 

Feelings are stupid, love is a myth

I’m becoming lazy, lazy to breathe

 

My head again became a haunted mansion

Congratulation, you completed your mission

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22 thoughts on “Suicidal Thoughts

  1. Deb says:

    I understood this completely and resonated with it too. I have managed to kick them back to the background this week…let’s hope you can do that too. And we can one day kick those thoughts completely out of our lives.

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  2. naina chaudhary says:

    Hello ! Hope u r doing good …just disturbed u to say visit my blog once may be u’ll like it and want to follow . I’ll be very thankfull😊

    Liked by 2 people

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