A friend of mine wrote this poem for me. So this is me from someone else’s view.
No way of existing today
Trapped inside I haven’t got a way
Fighting with myself for existence
Knowing today nothing is persistent!
People come for help & I help them
But I get a slap when I need them
They all cry & make their problems solved
But laugh at me, for my problems when they are called
Why the hell do they do so to me!
Is it my badness that just they see?
All i want is a true friend
But only getting myself, bitch i’ve set a trend
Everybody’s problems I get to solve
But no one comes when I call
I today know that I am bad
But thats not the problem for you to get mad
Attitude is all that I show
But every time only why I have to bow?
Is that all I deserve from you
I trusted some but also got hate from those few
I’m fighting the war of existence
Nobody with me to share my grievance
Looks today, I m just so useless
Like a car lying around fuel less!